I am in a much better mood. Mr J, Becky and Penguin have just managed to transform me into this chirpy chick I feel like I should be right now.

I don't really feel the need to add anymore because I truly do feel content with everything right now. It won't last but while it does I'm going to just wander in my own mind. It's a glorious experience sometimes.

And I am SO going camping with Mr J in February for my birthday.. I'm going to ask my mum tomorrow morning. And we're going to wander the Scottish countryside and it'll just be us two and nothing and no one else. And that will be all we need.

I think the conversations in that week will be so fricking intense at times, and then at other times it will just be silly and we'll end up laughing.

I've also decided I want to lie underneath the skies and just feel calm. And with Jason.. it will be just what I need and it will just be marvellous. I am so excited at the prospect.