Tonight I went to see Spirited Away with my family. I loved it.. it was such a wonderful film, brimming with beauty that I don't know if everyone understood.

My mum said she didn't like the 'love and friendship' moral of the whole story, but I thought it was done ookay. I mean yeh.. it was a bit off (heh) but overall the film blew me away. Go see it. Now. Otherwise those flying monkeys are after you. Tha buggers.

A memory returned to me today, it flooded over me and just suffocated me. I hate that, I hate how memories can just take over the present for me.

I had so much to say but I can't think of any descriptions. I've being feeling much more depressed than usual. I see examples of love all around me and feel... trapped. But I want the love.. I think I need it. Again I'll type this as I have so many times previously; I need help.. I just have to get it. Heh. Not too easy sadly.

I've been having really off images lately. I don't mind them but imagining what my friends would say if they knew what I saw, what I dreamt about. I expect they'd be freaked... majorly.

Ah friendship. The bane of and the solution to my life.

(Has anyone else seen the video for Dance Commander by Electric Six? Fucking A right!? Haha. I seriously thought they might just be a 'one hit wonder' but they've pulled out with three quite good songs, and not along the same lines.. at all. Well done to them)