where words fell like water unearth all the changes that never did matter


spiralling
((2003-11-03 - 7:14 a.m.))

...wanna hold you wanna tell you that youll be alright...

If I'm spiralling out of control with drinking and smoking at least I'll be doing it with you. Heh.

I haven't got a hangover but I've fallen ill. Haha

And it is raining this morning. That is so fucking pissy you cannot comprehend. I don't know if I have a warm enough coat and jumper that'll fit together. Grr Rargh.

I keep shivering. Shit. Can't control bodily functions, okay well.. I can. Haha. Luckily. =

Anyway. College today. OH YAY ! Hahaha. The excitement.

And yes I think I am spiralling out of control but I'm handling it pretty well thank you. Hehe.

...i miss you now...


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