where words fell like water unearth all the changes that never did matter


PoolPlace and DruggieGuy
((2003-05-29 - 10:15 p.m.))

...hanging out with me; there is NO dignity involved...

Today was ... interesting. I met up with Nav around ten to twelve (we were both early) and got on the 86 bus (just in case you wanted to stalk me one day) and was on our way to the PoolPlace when we sat near DruggieGuy.

DruggieGuy was early thirties, had his shirt off (very hot in London lately) and he was shouting on his mobile phone when I first saw him. Shouting "Nah man.. I was there just now. Well.. what do you fucking want me to? I was just fucking there mate. Well fucking hell, I suppose I can but fuck mate.. I WAS JUST THERE." We get the point. You was just at a place right?

Anyway.. me and Nav sat down, trying to ignore the shouting when he started commenting on what nice weather it was. We just politely nodded our head until DruggieGuy started mumbling to himself about how he only had 70ml of something *coughdrugscough* and really he should have had 200ml, or 300ml. Umm.. kinda freaked now (it honestly gets worse)

DruggieGuy then said "I'm going to kill that bitch, I'm going to kill my wife." Eek, don't marry him. Then he said "I need money, I'm gonna rob a bank, then I'm gonna kill that bastard. I'm gonna get him by the neck like this.." and then began to make strangling motions. I shuffled further away from this guy then. Hahaha.. the best bit? He turned to Nav and said "Have a nice day" hahaha... so funny... soo worth hanging around for.

So we got to the PoolPlace early and had to wait an extra half an hour. Halfway through our first game there was an argument between the owner of the 'establishment' and an eleven year old kid (or so). Ummm.. haha... random comments we heard included:

"You cunt, you"
"You slept with my mum you fuck"
"You fat bastard"
"I better not be fucking banned"
"Where's my brother? Why haven't you kicked him out?"

Because he isn't an idiot like you. Now fuck off.

Erm. We both won four games and there were many flukey shots involved. Ranging from me getting two balls in with a shot that was going nowhere. Missing the black ball and hitting my ball into the pocket. And Nav hitting the white ball... sending it bouncing OVER my ball and hitting his ball into the corner pocket. Class playing. Haha..

The place was very dark, shady and like a place a gangster would earn. It was well cool. And smoke from cigarettes kinda curled round the one light hung above the pool table. Despite the dodgy appearance.. no no... there is no 'despite' it was fucking dodgy.

Then I came home (walked home with Nav and Muhit (we found him outside the PoolPlace)) and collided into Nadirah with her sister. Haha, her sister was staring at me.. walking around with two boys. And then when we kinda seperated from Nav me and Muhit were walking to the bus stop, saw Nads again.. haha.. and then Samir.. who Muhit tried to beat up. Aww.. bless. I can't believe I said that. Someone shoot me.

Urgh, I feel like jumping off a building or something. I need a rush. Haha.. nah.. I just don't want maths tuition tomorrow, that really sucks. AND AT TEN IN THE MORNING. WHAT IS THAT?! Sheesh.

Oh and Peggerty? Sorry about this morning. But you went offline and I was going to wait but I had to iron my clothes and phone someone to tell them the arrangements. I'm sorry. I wanted to wait but got stinking looks from my mum who had just woken up and shit. *mwah*

I dunno why I feel so generally shitty right now. It's weird. I have a lot to be happy about but I still feel some sadness. It's just.. there. *shrugs* It's built into me now. Just gotta suck it up and live with it. Heh. Yeh. Right.

...when i am king, you will be first against the wall with your opinion which is of no consequence at all...


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