where words fell like water unearth all the changes that never did matter


Nothing
((2003-09-17 - 4:04 p.m.))

...with these scars on my wrists to prove ill try again try to die again try to live through this night try to die again

I had Psychology today and the first period I was fine, I understood it all but then I went to lunch, actually ate and then nearly fainted while back in lesson. For about an hour I was hyperventilating and just out of it. I'm okay now. I suppose. Still light-headed though and fucked up. So not alright then. Haha.

Today while waiting for Tutorial (after Psychology) I was in the corridor with my eyes closed and breathing deeply, I was about to pass out so ya know seemed the best thing to do. And just while feeling shitty I thought about how a blind person most have it hard and it's just. I don't know. While my eyes were closed I concentrated on the sound and realised how much of a difference sight makes. It was weird.

I don't know what to write anymore. So I'm going to go listen to music and phone the doctors.

...got a devil's haircut in my mind...


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