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((2003-09-17 - 4:04 p.m.))
...with these scars on my wrists to prove ill try again try to die again try to live through this night try to die againI had Psychology today and the first period I was fine, I understood it all but then I went to lunch, actually ate and then nearly fainted while back in lesson. For about an hour I was hyperventilating and just out of it. I'm okay now. I suppose. Still light-headed though and fucked up. So not alright then. Haha.
Today while waiting for Tutorial (after Psychology) I was in the corridor with my eyes closed and breathing deeply, I was about to pass out so ya know seemed the best thing to do. And just while feeling shitty I thought about how a blind person most have it hard and it's just. I don't know. While my eyes were closed I concentrated on the sound and realised how much of a difference sight makes. It was weird.
I don't know what to write anymore. So I'm going to go listen to music and phone the doctors.
...got a devil's haircut in my mind...
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