where words fell like water unearth all the changes that never did matter


Mr J is in New York!
((2003-11-02 - 1:06 a.m.))

...sometimes your insides turn to mush and goo and you just dont care because its way too beautiful...

WOWOWOWOW! Mr J just phoned me (I so know he's going to read this when he gets back but meh) and I'm all hyper and bouncy now. Yayyyy. He has a nice room, a marbly bathroom AND he has a view of Times Square. I'm now playing Idlewild in tribute to him and later on I shall knit his scarf. Yehh I salute him! *salutes*

Aw. Wow. I can't tell you how much that just made .. my whole evening for me. All evening I've felt like I have been stuck in this rut and I couldn't move. I couldn't really do much. So much has happened in my mind. So much has made my point of view change. So much of my happiness is on the verge of collapsing or rising to a new height.. one that I have never thought achievable.. and no I can't say what's going on right now.

Just randomly I want to say when I told Mr J I'd seen The Exorcist and when he replied to what I said I could fully hear his passion for films and I knew that he could talk forever about them and not be bored and not bore others. Yeh. I think it's a really good thing by the way. Heh.

So I haven't written for yonks and I do apologise, what has been happening I hear no one shout? Welll.. I went to 'Amsterdam' but really it was another town and thus because I was only there one full day just walked around this town.. which was okay? Meh. Not much to talk about that really.

Then the day I got back from Amsterdam I went to Wales to see Loley and Gaz and it was niiice. =) I really needed that break just to be with some niice friends who don't... I don't know actually just needed to be with friends and away from various pressures. Yeh.

I didn't see one sheep though until I came home TODAY and I had been in Wales since Wednesday. YEAH I KNOW ! What is up with that!? Haha. I saw three full fields of sheep just as I got to the Welsh border. I mean.. WHAT THE?! Haha. Okay it's not that bad but I've been to visit Loley twice and only just saw some sheep this time. Hehe.

OH OH OH and in Loley's room I found this bookmark.. and I got to keep it because.. it is 'Jesus Lamb'. It rocks so much. It's this velvetty sheep that can bend so it can fold it's arms over the pages and.. haha.. it truly is one of the most twisted things ever.

That's probably why I love it so.

I just realised how annoying Ronan Keating truly is.

Hm. Me and Loley walked around Ponty shouting "Any woool???" haha in a high pitched voice and it was hilarious at the time, and in my mind still is. Oh and we kept singing "Currryyys always cutting priices!" Haha and discussing how annoying Linda Barker is. That's normal conversation for me. =)

Oh yeh and we woke up one morning and listened to her KC And The Sunshine Band CD that Gaz made her and inside everything felt calm and yay-y. Hehe. Doesn't often happen.

I have this absurd (and yet it makes sense to me) idea to just jump up and start air-guitaring to Dance Commander by Electric Six. That song is cool. Haha, Electric Six truly does rock.

Wow Alicia Keys' voice is truly.. awe-y. Dammit I keep throwing a random 'y' at the end of a sentence.

I am going to part from this entry. If I think of anything I shall add but right now I want to say.. wow.

...MR J IS IN NEW YORK, MR J WANTS A STORK, MR J HAS A MARBLED BATHROOOOM, MR J WE LOVE YOUU...

(Hahaha you have to .. at least... laugh... or salute me for that. Seriously, thank you Mr J)

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