WOO. Thanks to intrepidity for wishing me Happy 400th Entry. Yay me! Hehe. There won't be anything special about it except for thanking her and getting on with my rambling ways.

Hm. College today started for me at two so I decided to wake up at ten and wake up slowly by reading and chilling. It was great, but really I'm all freaked out by how sometimes I start at two. Sometimes I have a gap in the day where I wander around aimlessly. I dunno. I don't like college.

I'm a loner there. Everyone has their friends.. and I end up wandering around... sometimes I have to talk to shitheads who I didn't like before and obviously don't like now. Today I stood by myself against this wall staring at my feet thinking 'Someone has to be the loner of this college, it's gonna be me I suppose' Haha. Though at that point two guys from my school said hi and I jumped the fuck away from the wall cos they jerked me outta my daydream.

In Biology this guy called Joseph/Joe sat next to me.. and urm wow a guy who's like me; a freak. Haha. He said hello to his cheek cells that he was studying under his microscope. And when I said one of my cells looked like a tortoise he agreed, which is veryyyy cool since really, who would actually agree to that? Haha. Except him obviously. Err. What else? Biology looks like it will be a good subject, I'm prolly gonna drop Chemistry cos I think I'm going to fail it so what is the point of taking it? Psychology should be good cos the teacher we had yesterday (I'll have two) was ace and the other one is my form tutor (who is also one of my teachers for Biology. Gr) and he is oookay. Weird but that's alright, so am I.

I'm listening to Kid A at the moment since I haven't actually really listened to it before today. It's good. It suits my mood and that is always essential when listening to an album.

I go to sleep depressed. Wake up depressed. Nothing seems to make me happy anymore. Hm. I have never felt so alone and isolated. Scrap that. I haven't felt like this for such a long time.