Gawdamn is it cold.

Yesterday.. yesterday I was in a pretty shitty mood to be honest with y'all. English Lit was its usual fun-ness though. Me and Becky started singing "Shake your booty" but replaced booty with tail because we were talking about dragons and stuff. Meh. Twas fun at the time. John looked over at us at one point and saw me and Becky shakin' it. Haha.

But then I had to go counsilling. I sat with Sean a bit while he ate lunch and then rushed off to talk with Linda, as her name apparantly is. I called her 'Miss' and she didn't appreciate it because it made her feel old? Haha.

But yeh. It went okay but I kept going quiet, there's a lack of talking coming from my end because, mainly, words just won't do anything justice. I am lying to her, I know that, but I'm also telling her things I don't tell anyone.. welll kinda. The whole thing ended with me just refusing to talk because of three reasons 1) I didn't want to cry 2) I didn't want anything to slip out that should be kept secret and 3) I was fucking fed up.

Afterwards I moped. I went to talk to Benice in the library and she told me this grisly story, which I then preceeded to tell quite a few people. Eck. I'm such a gossiper sometimes. Ah well.

I went to the canteen and saw Sean for about five minutes before his lesson. He knew something was up and asked me how counsilling went (he's the only person who knows I'm going because he has a free lesson when I do and I have to keep disappearing to see Linda) and I was just pissed off and.. grr-y.

I then hung out with John and Ben for a bit because Penguin ran off with Emma and Yasmin for lunch. Um. Yeh. John left after a while and me and Ben just sat down on this bench talking about his home-made swords and how I am allowed to borrow a home-made axe off him for counsilling next week to draw out of my bag! Haha.

He went and I basically stood around with Penguin and Co before shooting off to Biology. It wasn't worth going to Bio. At all. Haha. I got twenty out of twenty-five, Joe got twenty three even though after the exam he had been stressing about a 'really bad mark' *sigh* Freakily brainy twat. Haha.

Sean, Becky and Luke (Becky's boyfriend) came to my house and we watched the Matrix until ... I'll continue this later