I'm at an internet cafe right this very second. Yes. Of course I'm having fun. Sitting in a room full of people I do not know and listening to R.E.M. Okay it could be worse, admittedly.

Not much has been going on really. Been having some really wonderfully long conversations with Mr J on the phone. So he's kept me going and smiling, instead of moping around and wishing I could just curl up and die. That was Monday and Tuesday though... Yeah I was not a happy bunny those two days.

I had two 'fits' which involved me hyperventilating and truly being unable to breathe for a few seconds. It scared the shit out of me and since Mr J was on the phone I doubt it was much for him ...

I'm continuing to stay up as late as I can but since I have no internet it's harder because there's a lack of things to do in my house.

Anyway. Feeling kinda insecure about typing lots of things out when I'm surrounded by we.. strangers. =)