Soo college is okay at the moment. However, biology sucks bollocks. I got a 'D' and Joe was like "That's fine" .. he got an 'A'. He can't say my mark is fine. The pooo. Haha.

I skipped General Studies because I knew we were doing group work and I couldn't handle my group. There are two alright people but they are working together because they get on well, and in the IT room we were seperated so I had to 'hang out' with TurkishGuy (shudders violently) and the QuietBoy. The hell that lesson brought to me meant I avoided today's lesson with a passion.

I even ran away from the teacher, haha. It was funny. Becky had to come and find me (which she did. Yay) and then we waited for Sean. So instead of General Studies I hung out with Sean and Penguin. So it was a much better lesson then ever. Haha.

Ohh and in the morning I arrived and sat on Sean's lap and he kept trying to slide me off. He succeeded in the end cos he is bigger and stronger than me. The foo'. =)

I really miss Mr J. That sounds .. really random but it truly isn't. I don't talk to him every evening anymore! I mean.. what's up with that? Hehe. Yet I am so pleased he has gone away, hopefully he is having a damn good time.. with his hotel room.. overlooking Times Square.. and the whole 'he didn't pay for any of it' part of the equation. =)

I have a boyfriend. Thought I'd randomly slide that in there, tis Dayan. Hehe. =) Though we've only met four times he is so nice, and he doesn't mind my occasional depressed moments where I can't do anything but lie there in a sad way. Heh. Right now he is drunk in lesson .. and I'm sipping vodka and blackcurrent juice. Mm.

I'm so lucky with my friends at that moment, and I truly realise that. Everything is fitting together and I should be happy but my mind creates problems or obstacles that don't necessarily have to be there, but they are. I can't explain why and it pisses both me and Loley off because.. as she asked me yesterday "Why can't you be happy Hannah?" And I think it is a fucking good question, it needs an answer though.

Yesterday I was sitting down eating 'lunch' (i.e. a salad but I didn't eat all of it, and John had never had couscous before so I made him try some of it. Yes, couscous in a salad, it is my mum) and someone from English class goes "I missed your laugh.. I never thought I'd say that" Hahaha. It summed it allll up.

Oh and at the end of English yesterday Paul says "Do any of you have a problem with watching an 18 film?" Hahaha what kind of answer does he expect?! I mean, we are not going to say no. We were asking what it was we were gonna see and I kept demanding porn!! Haha. Mainly because previously we had been discussing sadism. And yeh.. this girl kept giving me a dirty look so I shouted porn louder and louder. Oh yeh. I annoy well.

Penguin just told me that if I ever make an album it should have this picture of me on the front, this picture is all fuzzy and cool and I use it as my display picture.. and it should be called "Elbows Please". How cool is that name? What more needs to be said?