So many things I've told myself not to talk about leaves me with an absense of things to say, I suppose I shall talk about Friday night..

Me and a group of people went to see Matrix Revolutions. Yeahh.. well all I can say is the two people I were sitting with continually made me laugh at it. Some of it was just so stupid. And if you hum the Star Wars theme tune at the right time then you could be instantly transported to another film.

We then went to Pizza Hut where the food was good.. welll kinda. The people working at Pizza Hut sent the cleaner to serve us! Hahaha. Or at least we think he was the cleaner.. we were kind of loud to say the least. And when an ice cube 'accidently' fell down Luke's trousers and he tried to get it out, the guys behind him were just staring at his arse. It was amusing.

My neck ahs been hurting since I woke up today, and I had one of the worst headaches ever as well, but luckily that went away with a couple of Advil. Mmmm Advil, the pills of the Gods I say.

Do you know what sucks?? Not knowing.

I truly can't think of anything to write. I feel so empty and devoid of any character right now.

Last night I got so depressed... all I could think of was a chant and the word 'boom'. Seriously. It sounds so stupid now but it isn't. Sometimes you just wish you didn't exist and I've had that feeling a couple of times in the past two days.

Today I've had my step-dad telling me I'm unnecessarily rude, bitchy, sarcastic all the time and ungrateful. Well that's the truth for you I suppose.

I feel so restricted right now. And hungry. Yeaah.

I have college tomorrow. Help me. I can't stand doing all this anymore and pretending I'm fine, that I don't actually want to drift off occasionally and that I care about the stuff being told to me.

I just blanked out then. Hm. I'm going to leave this entry and maybe write again later, if I have anything better than this drivel to spurt out.