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I need to cope
((2003-08-31 - 12:06))

I don't want to sit here crying anymore. I don't want to be this wreck. This weak, feeble person. I need to gain control again. I need to feel strong. I need to cope. I need to cope.

Just because I have a father... and I know I have a father who is alive is no reason to be like this. Right?

I need to cope.

I was born out of an affair. That hurts. Just thinking it... which I only did about twenty minutes ago. I was born out of an affair.

I need to cope.

I'm different from everyone. This is one of the biggest things ever to happen in my life but I've been depressed... heavily depressed for the past year. It can't hurt me, but it is. Oh how it is hurting me.

I need to cope.

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