I'm really tired today, not that I did much. Heh. In fact my Chemistry class sucked balls and I had NO idea what was happening so.. urm I looked like I didn and whilst that was happening I daydreamed. Mwahaha. I am so swapping that class for sommat else.

Wellll I'm listening to Radiohead again today, but different album.

I have nothing to say. I feel really deflated at the moment and I'm not sure why, things keep effecting me more than they normally do.

Today halfway through my second period of Chemistry I thought I heard my CD Player on in my bag, but it wasn't my Cd Player. I was just hearing a shitload of 'voices' and they kept getting louder. I looked around hoping it wasn't just me, but it was. I freaked out. I couldn't stop shaking, I became really paranoid, thought I was going to have a panic attack. It was not good.

It meant I ran out of the class, pretty much literally, whilst the girl who sat next to me looked at me like I was a freak. And I am. So yeh. Nearly cried but had to keep myself going and when telling Hannah about it I made it into a joke. Why? Why do I do that? Why do I make a joke out of the things that hurt me the most? It's not good.

The bus ride home was good. I sat with Bader and he pointed out how Hannah and our old friend Marc look vaguely the same. Haha. I want to set them up but no. I'd be killed by Hannah. Damn.

So yeh. I'm really paranoid right now because I'm hearing the voices more often. It isn't good.